after my procedure at the hospital today my doctor tried to explain all of the medications he’s putting me on and i was kind of out of it on pain meds and he goes, “and i’m going to be putting you on some serious steroids, do you have any problems with that?”
and apparently i looked at my mom and whispered, “i’ll never play major league baseball” and started crying
"I suppose in the end it’s almost too easy to look back and say what you should have done, how you might have changed things. What’s harder - what’s much, much harder - is to accept what you actually did do."
— Peter Hook, Unknown Pleasures: Inside Joy Division (via larmoyante)
"I look in your eyes, and every single day you look like you’re fucking drowning! And I keep thinking I’m getting you into the lifeboat, I keep thinking I can bring you to shore; but you’re in the middle of the fucking ocean, and I can’t even fucking get close to you!"
— Fading (via uselessjunkie)